今天早上醒来后，照样还是赖在床上，翻翻枕边的杂志，又抓过MP3来听听歌……每天都是这样，似乎一定要赖到10点以后才肯起床~！ ：P

可是我猛然想起，今天是高考第一天啦！那些师兄师姐们此时应该坐在考场里，在为他们的未来而努力答题吧！而我却在这里赖床%￥R*S·W#D*+{G￥……也确实太不应该了~！ 于是我也起床了~！ ：P

以前的高考，自己都没有什么感觉，可是今年不知道什么原因，别人高考自己也紧张了。也许是每天看着那些高三的哥哥姐姐，我们就在同一个校园里，他们离自己就这么近，真的很近。我们还在整天嘻嘻哈哈地混日子，他们呢，心中有个大大的梦想，他们做题不单单是像我们这样挨时间，他们的目的性比我们强很多，他们是在为自己的未来拼搏！看着他们匆匆的身影，觉得高三的人应该思想比我们成熟很多，整个人也单纯许多。看《中学生数理化》的时候，卷首的曾经的高三学子写下的迎考感觉和心态变化，也经常能给我很大启示。高三，真的能让人成熟很多，十几岁的少年，开始了人生第一次为自己而选择，又为自己的选择而负责，而努力。高考这个制度也许真的有一些弊端（评论的文章不少），但是我觉得高考也确实能让人成熟起来，让人懂得负责与奋斗的涵义，尤其是我们这样的青少年，师兄师姐们都说，没经过高三是体会不到那种心情的~。 到了我高三的时候，我能完成这样的属于高中的蜕变吗？……

最后还是祝福高三吧，现在的，还有以后高三的我……从现在开始应该努力了。

记得上次在百度问他的时候，jerry_pu很大胆自信地告诉我（实际也是告诉全世界），他的目标是北大数学系……我真的挺羡慕他也挺佩服他的，可以这么自信，这么勇敢地去奋斗（也许正因为这个他现在才能在耀华园里有着这么出众的成绩吧）。而我呢，我也有自己的梦想，我什么时候能把这个梦想化为目标，然后为之努力地奋斗呢？别人问我想考什么大学的时候，我也只是含糊地说句不知道啊看看先吧……梦想，就这样被我强压在心底……我做不到像jerry那样大胆地说出来…我知道潜意识中我是害怕自己做不到…这不是我想要的，我一定要努力——为自己！

 今天下午跟LWZ出去逛街，其实说散心更好吧。她也找我很多次了，每次都有事情没有约着她……

I could feel that she’s really unhappy, but I didn’t know what had happened to her. Her affaction or her study? Suddenly I thought of what yx told me several weeks ago…so terrible~!! I really really don’t want to believe it!!! as we were walking down the street I didn’t know what to talk to her and she kept silent,too. I just kept telling her interesting things I met, I really wanted to keep her smiles. 

She is such a good girl that I really want her to be happy!

How things will become like that? so puzzled! I still remember the time when we laughed loudly together, I still remember the time when she cried out her clear and happy voice to me… Wondering if she’s met some terrible things in her highschool. I tried to let her tell me sth, but she’s so silent this afternoon. Though there’s a light smile on her face, there’s also sorrow deep in her eyes… 

I wish we could study in the same school again.  It must be fs2nd highschool made her so!!! but what can I do?!!  pray for her……wish she could be far away from that gloomy place…far away from the things that made her sad…

NEWS, wannan tell you to remember, beside you, there’s me, always will! don’t lose your courage…

Remember, I’ll still be here, as long as you hold me, in your memory.

Remember, when your dreams have ended, time can be transcended, just remember me.

I am the one star that keeps burning so brightly, with the last light, to fade into the rising sun. I am with you whenever you tell my story, for all I’ve done.

I am that warm voice in the cold wind, that whispers, and if you listen, you’ll hear me call across the sky. As long as I still can reach out and touch you, that I will never die.

Remember, I will never leave you, if you will only, remember me…

All of my life I have lived by a code and the code is simple: honor the gods, love your woman, and defend your country!

He is born for fight, he is died for love…"You gave me peace in my all life of war."

If they ever turn my story let them say I walked with the giants.

Men rise and fall like the winter wheat, but these names will never die.

Let them say I lived in the time of Hector, tamer of horses.

Let them say I lived in the time of Achilles…

夏雨把天空洗刷得很明净，空气很清澈，虽然坐车有点头晕，但是回到初中部还是很高兴啊！

今天下午回去是因为要领个什么奖。进到校园里，看着曾经熟悉的一草一木，总是情不自禁地笑，真想张开双臂去拥抱这一切！

校园里树木多了，绿了。操场铺了塑胶跑道，足球场植了草皮，生活楼下建了个小小的假山和水池，很漂亮。图书馆，教学楼，办公楼，牛顿和爱因斯坦的雕像……那些橙黄色的、蓝色的、白色的大楼……昨天的一切似乎又回到了眼前，我还是那个穿梭在走廊上、校园间、图书馆的初中生，洁白的校服，心和蓝天一样clean。

在语文阶梯教室里开颁奖会，看着一群小弟弟小妹妹，想起上学期跟YFG还有XX来这里作报告的时候，他们还很甜很甜地叫我“姐姐”~~~哈哈~好可爱啊~！！ 后来竟然有几个MM还认出我来了，老远也叫“姐姐”，哈哈，上次她们还要我的签名和MSN呢~！so interesting~~！

PS：提醒一下自己，过几天回初中部探老师的时候一定记得带哦~！

I do believe in fairies! I do!! I do!!!

Second to the right and straight on till morning…

Come away to NeverLand where you’ll never, never have to deal with grown up things again.

But never is awfully a long time.

Forget them…forget them all.Come away to NeverLand…

You can’t catch me and make me a man.

I want always to be a boy, and have fun.

You say so, but I think it’s your biggest pretend.

What are your real feeling? What do you feel? Happiness? Sadness? Jealousy? Anger?… or love?

I’ve never heard of it.

Surely you must have felt love once for something…or someone.

Never! Even the sound of it offends me!

We have fun, don’t we? what more could there be?

I am sorry, but I must grow up. 

Will you forget me?

Me? forget? Never!

Will you come back?

To hear stories … about me!

To live, would be an awfully big adventure…