今天下午跟LWZ出去逛街，其实说散心更好吧。她也找我很多次了，每次都有事情没有约着她……

I could feel that she’s really unhappy, but I didn’t know what had happened to her. Her affaction or her study? Suddenly I thought of what yx told me several weeks ago…so terrible~!! I really really don’t want to believe it!!! as we were walking down the street I didn’t know what to talk to her and she kept silent,too. I just kept telling her interesting things I met, I really wanted to keep her smiles. 

She is such a good girl that I really want her to be happy!

How things will become like that? so puzzled! I still remember the time when we laughed loudly together, I still remember the time when she cried out her clear and happy voice to me… Wondering if she’s met some terrible things in her highschool. I tried to let her tell me sth, but she’s so silent this afternoon. Though there’s a light smile on her face, there’s also sorrow deep in her eyes… 

I wish we could study in the same school again.  It must be fs2nd highschool made her so!!! but what can I do?!!  pray for her……wish she could be far away from that gloomy place…far away from the things that made her sad…

NEWS, wannan tell you to remember, beside you, there’s me, always will! don’t lose your courage…